Happy Apathy

Scrivener and the NaNo website aren’t exactly lining up. Muh. They’re both over 50k, so. Scrivener says 50,067, so that’s what I’m going with. (NaNo is higher)

;-; the last bit i wrote is my babies getting married. feels everywhere.

i guess i’m done talking about this now

47,020

I’m going to go exercise (bleh) and I might not be back before midnight so I’m posting it now.

I’ve realized that the alternate ending isn’t completely useless— having it, I realize exactly how much one event affected the whole ~canon~ story line.

Peoples

lives

are 

ruined

because of this one event.

…Though, I can think of one person whose life is potentially ruined by the alternate ending. 

But her life is sort of ruined in canon too, just… less so, I guess. 

She can’t win.

Actually the regular ending is a lot sadder the more you think about it. Hm.

45,784 

slowed down a little bit, but I’m ahead and even though I’m “slow”, I’m still getting more than the minimum. But I was getting close to 2k a day before. 

I’m actually running out of plot in my now 23k alternate ending. 

The alternate ending is forcing me to spend a surprising amount of time researching Princeton. Neat.

omg my alternate ending is officially more than 50% of what I’ve written this month. 

43,082

:< I’ve kind of entered super fanfic zone for me, because in canon, both of my main characters would be dead by now (neither of them is supposed to survive high school— I’m writing them in college). creys.